Sunday, June 30, 2013

5 Years

June 28, 2008.  Exactly 5 years ago when I first set foot in Singapore.  With just one luggage and a backpack, 2 week’s worth of office clothes and few sets of casual apparels, I faced the greatest challenge of my life then:  live and work in a foreign country far away from my family.  Though it wasn’t easy, it wasn’t difficult neither.
 
I didn’t imagine that, that one big decision of mine would give me and my loved ones the best things of our lives.  What all I wanted then was to try to live independently and it turned out I achieved more than that.  I became stronger, smarter and a better individual.   I learned to deal with different types of peoples from different nations, cultures, religions, ages and orientations.  And from there, I learned to respect everyone’s opinions, preferences and differences and in the process, I gained wonderful friends and remain in touch with the good old ones.
 
Not only I did improve myself, I also got the chance to fulfil a life-long dream:  owning a house and lot.  Though I’m still 26 months away to officially claim that I am a certified house owner, I could almost taste it (fingers-crossed).
 
And in those 5 years, I managed to visit other wonderful places and what makes it sweeter is I was able to give my parents out-of-the-country trips which my mother described as something “we only thought would happen in our dreams”.  Sweet.

June 26, 2013. 2 days before I mark my 5th year in Singapore, I’m already home.... for good and hopefully for the better.  It was a decision that came too soon.

Sunday, June 09, 2013

Missing You

I miss you.... ;(

Saturday, May 11, 2013

On Mother's Day

I may not be a "real" mother to anyone, but with this message from an organization that I support for the past 4 years, it feels like..... I am :)  Thank you, kids! ;)

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

My Birthday Month

April.  My 2nd favorite month, next to December :)  Why?  For the very obvious reason that it is my birthday month.  I believe in celebration of life and as much as possible, I see to it that I share it with the most important people in my life, family and friends whether I'm here in Singapore or in Manila.  But how could I say happy birthday to myself if I'm not happy... if my mind is occupied by worries and doubts.  I have never been so afraid in my life than today.  I fear that I might not win in this battle of uncertainties, that I might end up disappointing the people who mean a lot to me.  I don't want them to worry about me, I don't want them to feel this agony that I'm going through.  But I know, sooner or later, they will know because they ought to know.

For some, they might think that I'm over reacting but they don't know what are at stake... what are at risk.  I'm trying to be strong because that's the only thing I have left, to remain strong and search for the answers with clear thoughts.

This coming Saturday, I'll be celebrating my 33rd birthday with my family and friends and I have to do the hardest task I could ever imagine doing: to pretend that everything is fine but behind the smile and laughter are tears of sadness, confusion and doubts.

I'll just break the news a day after but for the meantime, I'll be the Candy that I am known for ;)

But despite of all these, I am still thankful and grateful to the Lord God for giving me the  guidance that I need thru the people who have been helping me, may God bless you all. 

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Tuesday, January 01, 2013

New Year 2013

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