Missing You

I miss you.... ;(

Yes, It's Love Month... but...

Quote from fashionpulis

but what if...

What if you sincerely believed something was true, but you were dead wrong? What if you were so stubbornly sure that you were right, that you wouldn't even consider the truth? Would the truth be silenced, or would it try to break through?
---Bella Swan, New Moon---

A Forwarded SMS

Boy: I saw her. Still pretty and she looks so happy.
Girl: I saw him. I felt like crying but I won’t let him notice that.
Boy: I wonder if she’s now taken, maybe, she is.
Girl: I’m still single, can’t seem to find someone who could take his place.
Boy: I know she’s angry.
Girl: After all he’s done, I couldn’t get angry.
Boy: I’m coward not to choose her.
Girl: He was brave enough to choose the one he truly loves.
Boy: I regret it.
Girl: Wish he never left.
Boy: I love her but it’s too late, she doesn’t love me anymore.
Girl: I love him still but I should move on. =(

Tayong Dalawa

"alam kong mali alam kong may asawa ka na
pero gusto kong malaman mo
kahit anong mangyari ikaw lang ang mahal ko"
--- JR to Audrey in Tayong Dalawa, June 25, 2009

maybe someday......

... years from now -- if the pain would just decrease to the point where I could bear it -- I would be able to look back on those few short months that would always be the best of my life

~~~Bella Swan, New Moon~~~

Huling Hirit

I'll take this quote with me as I welcome 2009:

"baka kaya tayo iniiwan ng mga taong mahal natin kasi baka merong bagong darating na mas ok, na mas mamahalin tayo... yung taong hindi tayo sasaktan at paaasahin... yung nag-iisang tao na magtatama ng mali sa buhay natin... ng lahat ng mali sa buhay mo...."

---Popoy,
played by John Lloyd Cruz in the movie One More Chance - 2007

A Letter To The One God Has Prepared For Me

...want to share this piece with you guys, found this over the net...

I am wondering at this very minute if you are thinking of me,
if you like me, maybe you too are wondering what is taking us so long to find each other.
Many times I thought I finally found you only to be disillusioned by the fact that my wait has not yet ended.
I get up each morning hoping, dreaming, longing to meet you.

I am thinking of how we will meet, would it be as romantic as the one I have seen in movies?
Or is it possible that I have known you all my life but we have yet to realize that we are meant for each other?
Oh how I wish you were here right now because you are the only one who has the answers to all my questions. Sometimes I ask myself if I have ever really known “love”.
I do not have the answer to that question either but I believe that, more often than not,
we will never really know what love is until we find that right person…and since I have not found you yet,
then maybe I do not really know what love is!!

You just don’t know how often I dream of finally knowing what it feels like to be in your arms.
Even at this very moment I am imagining how you will simply sweep me off my feet.
Perhaps I would be drawn by your smile or your eyes,
or maybe how you manage to make me laugh by your silly little ways!
I don’t really know for sure but I am praying that God will help me recognize you when the right time comes.
I think of all the pains that I have gone through in the past and of how much I have cried
since the day I began my search. I just wanted you to know that I find my strength in clinging
into my vision of the beautiful life ahead of me—the life I shall spend with you.
In my mind and in my heart I know you are worth all the pain and sacrifice.
After all, the tears have become a part of my life and I believe that they are slowly washing away my flaws
so that I would become perfect, not perfect in its truest sense, but perfect---for YOU!
I wonder if you’ve gone through so much pain as well.
I wonder if you’ve been hurt too many times along the journey.
But my dearest one, please don’t ever give up because I am right here…patiently waiting for you!
I ensure you that when we finally find each other I would slowly heal all those wounds by my love.

At night, I would look at my window and stare at the beautiful sky,
hoping that somehow you are also looking up and wondering about me.
I utter a silent prayer and send all my cries to the heavens above
thinking that I they would reach you and when I feel impatient,
I just close my eyes and believe that you are on your way and that you are longing to see me as well.
It seems that, for now, that is the only place where I can hold on to you.
In my dreams you would kiss away my fears and wrap me with your arms of love.

And all this, all the more, makes me want to wake up and face the new day ahead with the hope that soon enough, you will no longer be a dream but a reality and once again I am assured that you are worth the wait. And when
that time comes, everything will fall into its place,
just as I had imagined, just as I had thought and dreamed, just as I had believed it would be!
By then, I would simply look back and smile at all that I have gone through,
in spite of the pain and amidst the simple joys of life—and I would be very thankful because they all led me to YOU!

In the meantime, take care of yourself for me.
Hold on to our dream and don’t even think of letting go.
Believe in your heart that we will find each other no matter what happens.
God has planned the course and it is up to us to follow the directions.
Don’t worry, don’t be afraid about getting lost,
God saw to it that all the roads, no matter which one you choose to follow, leads to me.

Sana Maulit Muli

Jologs time!!!! :D


Nitong nagdaang bakasyon, paulit-ulit kong napanood ang trailer ng bagong teleserye nina Kim Chiu at Gerald Anderson (PBBTE housemates). In fairness, parang gusto ko syang panoorin... hehehehe... anyways... what really caught my attention were the songs played during the teaser. First, of course, is the song of Gary V., Sana Maulit Muli (which is also the title of the teleserye) and the other is Say You'll Never Go by Neocolours. Natatandaan ko pa, grade school pa lang yata ako ng mauso ang mga awiting ito :D.

Sana Maulit Muli

Sana maulit muli, ang mga oras nating nakaraan
Bakit nagkaganito, naglaho na ba ang pag-ibig mo
Sana maulit muli, sana'y bigyan ng pansin ang himig ko
Kahapon bukas ngayon, tanging wala ng ibang mahal

Kung kaya kong iwanan ka, di na sana aasa pa
Kung kaya kong umiwas na, di na sana lalapit pa
Kung kaya ko sana

Ibalik ang kahapon, sandaling di mapapantayan
Huwag sana nating itapon, pagmamahal na tapat
Kung ako'y nagkamali minsan, di na ba mapagbibigyan
O giliw, dinggin mo ang nais ko

Kung kaya kong iwanan ka, di na sana aasa pa
Kung kaya kong umiwas na, di na sana lalapit pa
Kung kaya ko sana

Ito ang tanging nais ko, ang ating kahapon
Sana maulit muli

Kung kaya kong iwanan ka, di na sana aasa pa
Kung kaya kong umiwas na, di na sana lalapit pa

O giliw, o giliw ko




Say You'll Never Go

How can I make it through the day
Without you
You have been so much a part of me
(and if you'll go)
I'll never know what to do
How can I carry on my way
The memories
When all that is left is the pain of our history
Why should I live my life today

I cannot live out on my own
And just forget the love you've always shown
And accept the fate of my condition
Please don't ever go
For I cannot live my life alone

CHORUS:
Say you'll never go
Say you'll never go out my way
Say you'll never go
For we can still go on
And make it through
Just say you'll never go
Say you'll never go away

How can I make my dreams come true
Without you
You were the one who gave love to me
(And don't you know)
You are my fantasy
How can I carry on my way
The memories
When all that is left is the pain of our history
Why should I live my life today

I cannot live out on my own
(I can't do anything at all)
And just forget the love you've always shown
Or accept the fate of my condition

Please don't ever go
For I cannot live my life alone

CHORUS:
Say you'll never go
Say you'll never go out my way
Say you'll never go
For we can still go on
And make it through
Just say you'll never go
Say you'll never go away

(Instrumental)

CHORUS:
Say you'll never go
Say you'll never go out my way
Say you'll never go
For we can still go on
And make it through
Just say you'll never go
Say you'll never go away

Senti #1

Found this quote over the net and I find it.... hmmm.... basta... ;)

“I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out. And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart. And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you. But those words may forever stay in my heart-locked inside. Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but I'll never know.”

;)

Message Sent, Message Received

Boy:
2 love is 2 xpose urslf 2b hurt,8s a risk dt we mst tk f we wntd 2 fnd real hpines,
4 dr s no prmnence w/o comitment, nd dr s no lastn lov w/o constant sacrifice.

Girl:
Truth is.... we hide because we want to be found;
we walk away to see who follows;
we cry to see who wipes away the tears
and we let our hearts be broken to see who comes and fixes them.

Boy:
Girls are special creations of the Lord.
If you praise her,she thinks you're lying;
if you don't,you're good for nothing.
If she talks,she wants you to listen;
if you listen she wants you to talk.
If you kiss her,you're not a gentleman;
if you don't,you're not a man.
If you agree to all her likes,you're a wimp;
if you don't,you're not understanding.
So simple,yet so complex...
So weird yet so sweet.

Girl:
Guys r weird... vain... mnhid... mnlo2ko
mkulit... boring... arognt at prblma and dala pro...
bat ganun? s kbila n2, bt luv nmin cla?
GIRLS tlaga!


tanga!...