Monday, June 05, 2006

Where Do I Go From Here?

I've been working for more than 5 years now... 5 years, 6 months and 1 day to be exact. I've been into different designations... I was once a Developer Trainee, Design Engineer, Test Engineer and now a System Developer doing Installer stuff. Why am I writing this? Last Saturday, I started to contemplate on the things that happened to me for the last 5 years of my life.

I know, as of this very moment, I have given my family the best years of their lives. I love my parents so much, and I'm willing to do anything to make them happy. For the past 5 years, I know I have spent quality time with them giving all what they want and what they need (except for a house & lot :p). As an employee, I may not be the best among my contemporaries but I have given my 100% in every single task assigned to me. I've been a good friend, I still am. Unfortunately, I ended up dealing with unworthy creatures but, I'm hopeful that one day I would be able to share my life with the deserving ones. I'm starting all over again. And I'm still grateful that I have that one friend who knows the true meaning of friendship, hope you won't change, sis! :)

The last 2 years are the most fruitful years of my life: I got promoted, I met so many people from different walks of life, I learned to love my family, work and friends a lot deeper and I found my place in this organization. I am only 26, but I want to plan my future now! Tomorrow may be too late. What do I really want? Do I want to continue my career in IT, or put up a business, work overseas, try my luck in showbusiness (as if! :p), get married next month? Actually, I don't know. One thing is sure though, I want to try something new. Money? Of course, I want to earn more money but more than that, I want to use my skills, I want to have control of my time and my work. I am a born leader, I know what I want and I know how to get it. I don't want to waste my time and energy in an environment where I can see no future.

I've reached a point in life where it's no longer necessary to try to impress. If they like me the way I am, that's good. If they don't, that's too bad." ~ Corazon Aquino

3 comments:

tabel said...

Ditto Kendz! Ditto! Good luck sa kung ano man yung gusto mong gawin starting today! But I still hope it's showbiz... mwehehehehe

candylicious said...

hehehehehe.... kung kaya ako ng showbiz, why not? hehehehe...

candylicious said...

thanks nga pala!!!! yan ang kelangan ko.... suporta...hihihihi... mwahhh!! kelan pala tayo gimik? :D